A few months ago I started to write a post for this blog because I continually blending the questions "Who are we?" And then "Where are we? What is our evolutionary path? "
" The usual banal questions from New Age! "Someone will object a hint of a smile or a grimace. Maybe that person has already found a satisfactory answer .... I, however, I'm still looking, investigating, investigating the claims because I have so far carried out, little by little, began to falter echoing empty.
I felt as if a part of myself scrambling and, by now exhausted, he decided to abandon the enterprise. He had More than one answer!
I had no more answers, there was only me in the perception of a deep void filled with "something" so, after my bag to assess the depth, but not visible, I decided to descend safely to find that "something".
Throw the rope ladder began the descent of darkness wrapped full of something terrifying. "I'm on the right track," I thought.
At that point they began to get information through articles, books, videos, dreams, buried memories and recent experiences that were new explanations and my life was flooded with a theme that had always frightened me and I have always kept well away : "We and the aliens."
Fear turned to terror made me understand that I must continue. The puzzle that I was composing a life was changing, pictures surfaced on the blocks blacks and other image dissolved.
What was happening?
beliefs chosen to explain a reality kept segregated in the innermost rooms of the mind are grinding, old memories and vivid imagination are considered explanation.
A natural disaster of my life and still I wander among ruins in disbelief ... .. ".... It all seemed so stable !....." [blank] And now what? [Panic] The mind is in panic! "I do not know what to do ... .. I usually have ideas ... .. answers .... I know what to do and now ... ... ... .... now that I do ?........
Only those who have experienced devastation can see the alternation of feelings, their intensity, the mental turmoil, fear of falling asleep, that particular state of anxiety, constant over time, which has deep roots, yet hidden from the eyes of others present as a silent lover.
While I try to contain my social life outside the parameters of normality, the interior continues to suffer severe shock. I'm beginning to evaluate new information and I soon realized that help stabilize within. I open my eyes to a reality which I do not like, but I belong to and get to know through readings, videos, and technical exchanges with strangers who feel deeply and live near my own situation: the Abduction Syndrome (ADS) also referred, in an elegant, alien interference (IA). It is, for anyone still in doubt, abduction by aliens.
I am aware that "It 's easier to break an atom than a prejudice" as Einstein said, adding that "Who does not expect the unexpected, do not ever find the truth" Ereclito, Ephesus.
Each draws its conclusions that will be remembered well for himself.
Over the months "New" reality becomes my reality shared by many others.
For the first time I feel integrated into something, I finally put the first roots in my life and the world also as a planet. I feel integrated into something, but still intact. I am releasing the inner rubble to build something flexible and open that may contain information that daily living.
I have always tried to go beyond what I had before, always looking for something that just found, I have known him.
And here I am, as just awoken from a deep coma.
I'm learning to live with the idea that alien races have interfered in my life, I can defend myself and succeed in the future, perhaps, to keep them away.
During my extensive and varied path before I learned to see the positive in every situation. In this? I know I'm mentally strong and healthy, my awareness has increased, sharpened my perceptions, and I'm no longer alone.
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